No one reads this
Prove me wrong.


There are few people i'd kill for.
And fewer I'd die for.
You won't be one of them.

The vain, self-obsessed girl is gone.
And I don't see myself through rose-tinted glasses.
I've been a liar and a jerk
but atleast I'm big enough to admit it.

You'll never make the effort to change if you continue to have such a dillusional view of yourself.
And even though the way I used to be is still thrown in my face,
I can live with myself
which is more than what they deserve.

My personality stems from a bunch of insecurities - which I am perfectly secure with having.

I've grown up and out of almost everything by now.

It amuses me how everyone thinks "real" is the best adjective to describe themselves - and I feel isolated in my disgust with all these self-serviant friendships and self-promoting pricks.

Your ulterior motives and hidden agendas aren't beyond my level of understanding - I just really couldn't be bothered with your social games and drama. Please don't try to get me in the middle of it. Everyone needs to get over this junior high mentality.

I stumble through life in a half-conscious, exhausted stupor because I'm at a stage where I've really stopped caring for anyone - including myself. I'm intelligent but it hasn't gotten me much as far as happiness goes. I'm not simple but I'm trying to simplify. Loyal - but I have trouble trusting people. I'm rarely at a loss for words. Extremely vulgar and random. I have a hunch that most of my friends don't really care about me. If you love me, I'll find a way to drive you off.

I've tried to live a lot of my life as a constant Saturday night but the more I succeed, the more I begin to realize that maybe the things I wanted so badly weren't all I thought they would be.

Contrary to what you believe (or will eventually choose to), i do have plans for my life and i really don't plan on spending my entire existence in a cubicle working to make someone else rich.

I'm almost always pleasantly mistaken and I most probably will turn out to be different than what you expected. It's up to you to decide whether that's a good thing or not.

Singing, Piano, ipod, Guitar Hero, Karaoke Revolution, Dance Dance revolution, Movies, Driving, Money, Sleeping in

Panic at the Disco, Kelly Clarkson, Alicia Keys, Senses Fail, The Used, Seether, 30 Seconds to Mars, Kimya Dawson, Saosin, Renee Olstead, Pink Spiders, Paramore, Foo Fighters, Flyleaf, The Exies, Etta James, Chris Brown, Justin Timberlake, Bullet for My Valentine, Breaking Benjamin, The Almost, Aiden, The Academy Is..., Weezer

Never Been Kissed, Moulin Rouge, The Wedding Singer, RENT, Failure to Launch, A Walk To Remember, Finding Neverland, Mean Girls, How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days

Boy Meets World, Full House, The Real World, Friends, The Backyardigans, Whose Line is it Anyway